The weight of the world
Posted on July 26, 2011
That’s what it feels like when I think of college. I keep pushing it off, telling myself I’ll do it next week. I’ll look at colleges next week, when in reality I hardly know where I want to go in life. I was so excited about leaving until I went up to Seattle to visit my college and man was I shocked. The campus was huge, there were a bunch of asians (which to me, was very intimidating) and not to mention I hated how far away it was. Sure, just a state away from where I live, but I feel it’s out of my comfort zone. With my dad pushing me to go to a religious school, I feel the urge to fight back and find somewhere 2-6 hours away. Close enough to visit if I’d like, but far enough away to be considered ‘far.’ College sucks :| It’s such a last minute thing to sit down at think, “what the hell do I want to do with my life?”
